82. Undefine Thought

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in this unnamed place with the opened flower of impulse

a quiet beginning is told

the goals of your youth seeks after a definite heat

I'll release a signal into this sky

with the repeating days to my back

I'm looking for the moment to spread my wings

even if it is a lonely hope

I want to go to an unknown world

passing all my limits

with this dream pouring out of my entire body

like a brilliant morning sun that lights a new world

carry the feelings born from a brilliant light in your chest

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I found this written on my piece of paper 

which I was about to throw away while tidying up my study table... :)

81. Jiwa yang Tenang

Assalamualaikum...

* siri peringatan buat yang masih hidup *

"Kejayaan yang diraih oleh seseorang tanpa ditunjang oleh ibadah bagaikan bangunan yang didirikan tanpa asas (foundation)"

"Keinginan untuk dilihat sebagai hebat sebenarnya akan mengsengsarakan kita"

"Nikmatilah hidup merdeka, tidak diperhambakan oleh keinginan dipuji, dihormati atau dilayan istimewa, sebab menjadi orang-orang yang biasa itu sebenarnya nikmat! =)"

80. Idle

assalamualaikum,

well, I am very3 tired today...i had an oral this morning and also class decoration at night... I did not go to terawikh because I was actually having an aching leg..so, I thought that I should have a good rest...

however, I ended up going to my classroom and decorating it for the theme of the Rememberance of al-Quds...

and there were only like 2 peoples including me that actually cam to the class to make the decorations...haha

anyway, I don't mind about that...but I really think that the way I am leading my life is so idle...

I am doing something yet I don't what exactly I am doing...

I am so close to someone yet we are actually so far away...

i know someone yet we actually don't know each other...

79. Hidden Card

Assalamualaikum.

We actually just received our placement results last Friday...placement is like putting a boundry of students so that they will have more specific scope of aimed university... and so, the placement decision is made by considering factors 

i. results of semester 1 and semester 2

ii. interview with external interviewer

iii. personal statement (hardest thing to do...)

iv. confidential report (by mentor)

v. recommendation of teachers

I won't forget to be grateful to one and the Only Allah that actually made my hope comes true...

I got the place that I want as my first choice...

as soon as the placement list is out, everyone had their own feelings...

some felt happy, sad, angry, frustrated, annoying and etc...

but however, all of us were bound to say that we got here and we got there...

78. Jenis-Jenis Puasa

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

solat terawih memang unik..sebab bulan ramadan je yang ade... :)

kat kolej saya ni, kitorang buat terawih 11 rakaat je...8 terawih + 3 witir...
yang terawih 8 rakaat tu pun dibahagi kepada dua...iaitu apabila habis 4 rakaat, kami akan berhenti sebentar untuk tazkirah ringkas...tujuannya untuk elakkan para jemaah daripada terasa penat atau mengantuk sangat..

nak dijadikan cerita di blog ni, semalam tazkirah mengenai jenis puasa...ada 3 jenis...jenis yang pertama, semua orang buat...jenis yang kedua, xramai buat...jenis yang ketiga, cuma orang yang betul-betul kuat je buat...jenis-jenis puasa tersebut ialah:

77. Women is like an Apple

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

how is everyone?? first half of Ramadhan is already leaving us to be with another half of Ramadhan so that we can still make our best for this month, right...??

actually, now, I am really hungry and my stomach is really hurting because I did not eat anything for 'berbuka' yesterday and eat nothing for 'sahur' this morning...so, I am having headache right now and I was having my Mathematics test just now...fuuh...!!!

so, actually I want to write about love...

" cintailah orang yang engkau kasihi itu sekadarnya belaka,

barangkali dia akan menjadi orang yang engkau benci pada suatu hari kelak.

Juga bencilah terhadap orang yang kau benci itu sekadarnya belaka,

barangkali dia akan menjadi orang yang engkau kasihi pada suatu hari nanti... "

if we make it this way, I am pretty sure that if something happens, it will not make you be taken aback so much.. :))

76. Exam Announcement!!!

assalamualaikum...

hot, hot, hot story...I really wonder what would people do if this rumors becomes reality...hahakz...

as a student, examination is something important for us and each and every single mark is deadly important because it might determine what your band is...

so, for subject papers that most of the student would say as tough is mathematics for instance, the rumors spread was that the marks awarded will be boomed and more than usual as the marks awarded will be multiplying itself...

for example if a question of mathematics give out an answer such as;

15.6 * 12.8 = 199.68

and the marks for the question will be awarded for each character written, hence resulting the above example to have marks of 16 marks...

with this advantage, many students will be able to get full score and not only that, there will be students that will manage to have marks as 200% or 300%...

75. Siput vs Babi

assalamualaikum...

LOLs...

just now I was in the middle of walking when I saw something that reminds me about a riddle...

maybe most of us have heard about this riddle because it has been asked frequently...

some might say that the riddle is funny...

but some nerd people would say that the riddle is nonsense...

haha., anyway, everyone has their own way to enjoy and have fun about their life... :))

so, here is the riddle :

why does "siput babi" actually moves very slow ???

*drum roll*

74. yesterday??!!

assalamualaikum...

errr, hehehe...actually this post is meant for someone...but I bet that he won't find this blog...erm, his birthday is on 12th of August...same age as me...but unfortunately...

I FORGOT HIS BIRTHDAY, WAS YESTERDAY....!!!

meow...really sorry to him..but anyhow, I don't think that I will be wishing him(you) even though as belated wish...

maybe I am way too afraid or maybe I have my pride above me...

so, I guess, I will just wish him here...maybe the telepathy will bring the message to him that I actually do wish him for his birthday...ngee~~~

saeng-il chughahae

생일 축하해

my wish for you :

"happy 19th birthday, may Allah bless you always, may you be successful, may all your wish come true"

~~~~~~

he was someone, once an important figure, important person to me...but I guess, the fate is not written that way as we wanted it...but I believe that whatever our fate and destiny are, he will be fine, with or without me...and I know, even without me being by his side, he is safer because Allah protect him more than I can...

may you be blessed...

73. Art in TOK

peace be upon you...

hehe...we learn theory of knowledge in our course...in which it is applicable in many areas of writing and justifying...and we also have coursework to write on given TOK essays...

Initially, I though that it was hard to understand TOK...but as we discover it, it actually is fun...furthermore when it come to the topic of art...we learnt about poetry, music and also paintings....

it was indeed a very wonderful thing to learn and experience...our class was divided into three groups each with the task of performing a poetry, painting and also music...I was in the poetry group so we were performing poems recitation about ramadhan...weeeehee...

but here, I managed to record a video on the performance of music as art...hehe...it was nice...ngeee~~

in this video are :
nassira, elisha, bazilah, farah, raziq

hehe...that is al...weee...love it when raziq plays the guitar...
I am still at baby step of learning how to play it...hehe...

72. PBSM - Majlis Berbuka Puasa

Assalamualaikum...

alhamdulillah, hari ni berbuka puasa tersangatlahg kenyang....semua kenyang, perut, mata dan juga hiburan...

haha...perut kenyang sebab makan banyak...mata kenyang sebab usya orang...hiburan kenyang sebab duk gelak jek sepanjang majlis berbuka puasa tadi...

wooow, tadi buka puasa dengan member2 HiCom PBSM...best and syok sesangat...bese lar, dah lame tak berkumpul semula sebab dah takde aktiviti persatuan lagi kan...tapi tadi majlis tu kitorg tak plan pun...keluar duit pun tak...cikgu plak yang urus semua...macam nak buat surprise lak...dapat tahu pagi tadi, kene berkumpul kat garaj bas kul 6.30 petang....huhuhu, terharu dengan cikgu....weee~~~

tadi memang juadah berbka paling sedap setakat nie...mula-mula ingatkan pergi makan kat Paya Indah Wetland...rupanya tak, kitorg makan dekat Restoran Berian je...makin Nasi Beriani tuuu...siap tulis lagi kat situ resipi asal daripada Batu Pahat, Johor....wooo, bangga wa cakap sama lu...haha

fuuh !! layaaan....memang sedaap...

tapi yang buat lagi sedap tu, sebab nye, sebelum makan tu, cikgu bagi ucapan, cikgu kata, cikgu berbangga dengan kami kerana kami adalah team terbaik yang cikgu pernah ada....

mana taknye...kitorang handle kem kot...dua kali plak tu...dua-dua siri berselut kat paya bakau kampung batu laut tuh...haish....habis gegatal sume orang alergic...kwang2..tapi memnag best la, kalau tak, tak rasa berselut carik kepah, mandi lumpur segala...haha...

rindu kenangan itu semua...weeeheee~~~

71. someone says

haha, doesn't it looks nice???
hmm, I found it somewhere while browsing the web...
it seems like human would treat love like the kite
where we can control it despite the wind...

but the fact that love is subjective and unforceable,
will not change...

love comes without being expected or invited,
and leave without being chased or lead to...
so, we better just enjoy the moment in life,

ignoring the expectation of love...
because eventually, love will make their way to where it belongs..

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70. Perfumes vs Natural Odour

assalamualaikum...hehe :))

as I was having my Pendidikan Islam class today, my teacher told us about the natural odour of someone's body...it is a fact that the natural odour actually creates some kind of feelings and urge of lust in another person despite the same or opposite gender...

and that is why, actually, different people has different body odour...even for identical twins, with same skin texture, skin colour, same face and whatsoever, their body would have different smell just like the thumb print that is used in DNA profiling...as the thumb print helps to identify person in case profiling, body odour actually helps married couple to notice their spouse hence the possibilities of accidental 'zina' for the reason of mistaking identical twins spouse is invalid...

however, since perfumes smell really nice and most of the people whether boys or girls, specifically girls, would use perfumes as to have nice and fabulous smell even in uncomfortable condition of hot day...but my teacher did say that actually those people who uses perfumes are actually people who does not have confidence in his or her body odour...especially for those who wear perfumes when having intercourse...

haha...we thought it was funny but our teacher claims that to be the real truth that we should understand and study more....hehe...well, maybe we will, but later I guess...

hurmmm, that is all...I am impressed with Allah's mighty power to be able to create his creation, each with different fingerprints as well as different odour...huhu... :O

69. kisah hidup

annyeong-haseyo... :)

i will write in malay...again...ouh,crap...I'll make it up for english writing practice later..hehe

jadi nye...hari ni, nak mengungkap kisah kehidupan...selalunya kita mesti ade jumpe sesuatu yang baru...setiap kali tu jugak la, kita terlupa setiap pertemuan tu akan bertemu dengan perpisahan..tak kisahla dengan benda hidup or benda mati...hehe...

bile dah hilang or terpisah dengan sesuatu, mula lah kecewa dan mencapai kesedihan tahap melampau...

so, sebab tu kita kena selalu beringat :

"hidup adalah sebuah cerita..

semuanyaakan dattang

dan semuanya akan pergi 

sesuai dengan waktu

yang sudah ditentukan 

oleh tuhan kita..."

68. Sayang !!!

salam...

hehe...annyeong...

hummm, this post would be in malay..but it will be really short...just couple of words that I wish to say it out loud so that everyone can hear it...hehe...

anyway, to those who would feel uncomfy with what I am about to write, forgive me in advance...but I bet there are people who might actually think the post is too 'jiwang' when they start reading it...haha...but, just read it until the end...okay??? kamsahamnida....hehe

67. serenity

PEACE

Peace is an easy path to tread

Peace is where our fears are mislaid

Peace is beginning to restore

Peace for each man, woman and child

Peace for the troubled streets gone wild

Peace in the end will overcome

Peace is a place to understand

Peace is for the old and the young

Peace is an end to all the hate

Peace is not found but created

Peace is for everyone

Peace will unite people heart

PEACE to everyone

P=

E=

A=

C=

E=

66. For Tonight

Here's a magical feather - soft and white
---feel it stroke your neck and whisper
-------Night-night
-----------Here's a magical feather - soft and white
---------------feel it stroke your shoulders and whisper
------------------Night-night

----------------------Here's a magical feather - soft and white
--------------------------feel it stroke your chest and whisper
-------------------------------Night-night
------------------------------------Here's a magical feather - soft and white
----------------------------------------feel it stroke your tummy and whisper
-------------------------------------Night-night
----------------------------------Here's a magical feather - soft and white
----------------------------feel it stroke your legs and whisper
-----------------------Night-night
-------------------Here's a magical feather - soft and white
---------------feel it stroke your feet and whisper
----------Night-night
------Here's a magical feather - soft and white
---Hold it in your hands now and whisper
Night-night

Sorry to bother you, but I just mean to wish goodnight to everyone...

before I sleep, I wanna say, I love my day, I love everyone and I forgive everyone...

not only that, I hope everyone can also forgive me...

GooDNighT and SweeTDreaM...

65. LOVE

nukilan seorang insan yang ingin menyampaikan rasa hati,
melalui cara penipuan...saje nak publish...

LOVE IS...



LOVE will continue running,

LOVE will always be chased,

LOVE is eternal,

LOVE is always looking and moving forward,

LOVE will leave what is behind,

LOVE is always straight,

LOVE is never a short cut,

LOVE is never exhausted,

LOVE is not limited,

LOVE is very wide and big,

LOVE will not finish,

LOVE is not specific,

because LOVE gives strength and courage...

dipetik daripada ,

nukilan : heart deceiver

Hence, I want to say I LOVE you, You, yOu, yoU and YOU...!!!

I Love everyone...

64. Sajak Winter

nukilan seorang insan yang ingin menyampaikan isi hatinya,

tapi cukup penakut...saje nak publish....

Kedinginan Hati

aku okey selama ni,

tak bermakna aku memang tabah...

bukan bererti aku dah melupakan...

salah jika kau sangka aku bahagia...

tapi kerana aku masih mampu melihat kau...

dulu aku sentiasa,

mengalah dalam pertelingkahan...

memandang hanya ke arah kau...

menganggap aku yang bersalah...

menerima apa pun yang kau lakukan pada aku...

tapi kini aku,

nekad untuk melupakan kau...

tabah melepaskan kau...

terus kuat untuk membekukan kenangan kau...

tidak akan lagi terus menunggu bagai dungu...

aku pahatkan dalam sanubari,

untuk terus membenci kau...

bahawa kau tidak lagi memahami aku...

kau tidak akan menunggu lagi...

dan aku harus melepaskan sebelum dilepaskan...

maafkan aku,

jika perasaan aku hanya setakat ini...

jika kesetiaanku sebenarnya rapuh...

jika ku katakan kau bukan yang ku harapkan...

dan jika terbukti secetek itu cintaku terhadapmu...

dipetik dari,

nukilan : heart deceiver

63. Menyelam Jangan Tenggelam

salam semua~~~

FuuUUhHh...ini memang memenatkan...tak dinafikan, sirius dah lame sangat tak update blog ni...padahal ni blog baru kot...aduiyai...dah la tu, kalau update pun, mesti selang masa yang sangat lah lame...sempat reput agaknye blog, jadik fossil, buleh dapat minyak. dapat duit...haha...okey, tak lawak..

sebenarnye, nak dijadikan cerita, kat kolej ni, course kitorg ni dah masuk la semester ke 3..yg lagi teruk nye, sem ni dikenal sebagai sem maut...haha...sebabnye, semua taiko-taiko nak buli kitorg...

haha...sebenarnye, yang maut tu sebab ade Extended Essay, World Literature, Internal Assessment BMS, TOK Presentation, TOK Essay, Interactive Oral, Interview Placement university...semuanya penting untuk requirement graduation..kalau gagal walaupun satu, silap-silap ade yang menangis buang mase dua tahun buat course nie...aduiyai...